Of Infinite Possibilities

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Determination.
To heal.
To rise above.
To feel the pain
and take the good medicine.
My posture has changed;
for now more humble,
more protective.
This turning into myself
doesn’t reduce me,
the way a daytime flower
folding into herself
during the coolness of night
doesn’t reduce the splendor
of her awakening
to the next day.
I am nurturing seeds of potential
and when the time is right
they too shall experience
a breaking open
and a deep, sighing welcome
to this life
of infinite possibilities.

Patients

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I was a patient
in the hospital
and I saw why
we are called “patients”–
Patience.
Waiting for everything…
To drink, to eat, to sleep,
to go to the bathroom,
dependent on someone else
for everything.
Back home I’m still a patient,
but it’s different when
it’s your family.
In this context
I need to summon
patience for who they are
more than patience
as I wait for what I want
them to do for me.

This One and Only Moment

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In one moment of clear vision
all of the stories
of fear and lack
are swept away from my eyes.
Reality glows more brightly.
I breathe in deeply.
In the breeze of this moment,
I exhale slowly,
letting go of the past,
creating more space,
receiving this life, now,
in this one moment.
I let go of everything
and the universe begins to laugh,
singing a song of freedom.
I jump into the dance of this moment
and the beloveds join me
near and far,
in the forests, on the mountains,
in the ocean, across the deserts,
looking up and searching in the stars,
diving deeper into the One Self,
circling around a great fire,
delighting in the gift
of this one and only
precious, everlasting moment.

As It Is Right Now

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Reframing the story,
telling a new narrative.
It’s one where I can be grateful
for the big changes,
seeing them as openings
to new possibilities.
The only thing I have to lose
is my old stories,
and I have everything to gain–
this whole life in this one moment,
so delighted to pour blessings
into my body, heart and mind,
this wonderful blossoming
into new potentials,
the magic that hides,
waiting patiently
for me to let go of my judgment
of how things should be
so that  I can receive the majesty
of this moment as it is right now.

Rollercoaster

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The rollercoaster of emotions…
One moment
fury, rage,
the next,
sadness, grief
I try to find ground
and discover that nothing is solid.
The world trembles and opens up
beneath my feet.
I fall and keep falling.
Even my dreams speak
of disaster, of dissolution, of death.
And what am I grieving?
It certainly wasn’t love
if it dissipates into a thin veil
and then disappears
as if it were never there.
Am I mourning what I’ve lost
or my projection
of what could have been?

Find Solutions

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My mind invents a problem.
I become outraged,
indignant at the injustice.
And then I’m unkind
to the person I hold responsible
for this made-up problem.
Sometimes it’s someone else,
a lot of the time I’m the one
I hold responsible.
It’s exhausting.
I challenge myself
to take a step back,
really look,
and choose to find solutions
instead of inventing problems.